Love From Heaven

  Normally I pour my heart out into my blogs. When it comes to blogging about this day I have no words. This is a Poem that was read on Thursday.

As I sit in heaven and watch you every day,

I try to let you know with signs I never went away.

I hear you when you're laughing, and watch you as you sleep.

I even place my arms around you to calm you as you weep.

I see you wish the days away, begging to have me home.

So I try to send you signs so you know you are not alone.

Don't feel guilty that you have life that was denied to me.

Heaven is truly beautiful, just you wait and see.

So live your life, laugh again, enjoy yourself, be free.

Then I know with every breath you take

You'll be taking one for me.

-Love from Heaven.

while i grieve

 Today was a rough day I couldn't pick up the phone to call you. Then it finally hit me that you were gone.  I was missing our intimate conversations about life, so I stopped out to see you.  I talked for a good hour, I knew you were listening.  Then the tears started to fall because I knew we wouldn't be making anymore memories together.  As I sat and cried I knew that this is the last thing you wanted me to do.  So the photographer in me decided to capture this raw moment of pure love and sorrow.  Suddenly I had this feeling I needed to go to the places we used to hangout or the places that you loved the most.  My first stop, your work.  I know how much you loved your job, Siferd's was your life. Then I headed to our post game hangout place AKA Frickers. I cannot let myself wallow when I have so many heartfelt memories with you Jimmy.  So here's my tribute to you.  

I love you Blizzard,

Love,

Brudy.

i miss you.

The day you graduated.  I was so proud of you for wearing your football uniform.

Max's.

Falling asleep every day after school with your best friends.

The day I graduated.  We HAD to get a family photo.

Frickers with my two favorite guys.

 

bowling in NB ...we were going to knock someones christmas decorations over
but we chickened out.

garage at Miltons.... enough said. LOL